The Will Of Man

In Remembrance: Thanks Goes To You, and Only You..

They say it's free, the will, that is - Freewill - yet, the way we use it, has cost us lots! I like to talk to those who have loved and because it didn't work out, it feels like it was a lost. I remind you this blog, is a personal journey that went public 14 posts ago. We can't help others without showing our own wounds - In my case, a bandage is not being removed speaking as I do - The spot, is healed and have been so, for many a year. Emotional healing is so necessary people.

To share a time in life with another - the two of you, connected by the hip and heart is very special; and if the connection has an expiration date on it, before you can really come to grips with its meaning. Well, lets just say, it takes a long time to get over it and if, you are blessed of God, you do, get over it.

We had a history that only belonged to us. He once had a rapid heartbeat, that over time, it became in sync with mine. I always wondered, how is it - that happened and how is it, I haven't experienced since.. The funny thing is, when I took note of this sensation. Shortly thereafter, maybe weeks, I dreamed a dream that seemed to seal our fate. I saw a scene of a tall man and a much shorter woman - the view was from behind the couple. They were holding hands. Then, this was said to me - "he loves her and she loves him." Next thing happened in the dream, a pair of scissors, cuts the scene in two, from the bottom up, center of the couple - them falling away.

Years I carried that - until the year, month, week and day that arrived when we got the chance to give closure. After much conversation - he tells me, before knowing you, coming out of high school, I was offered a baseball scholarship to the college you attended; but, chose another school. Eye-opener for me. We had gone to separate colleges the same year.

Aww the Will of Man..

Here's the bonus of this tale: long before meeting him, I was a lover of the Lord. Yet, the ending of us; led me to dig deeper, into the Word of God. It's true, that- which the devil meant for evil, God the Father, uses "IT" for our good.

It all works out, when you look back at it; I promise you, it does..

"It was good for me, that I have been afflicted, that I may learn Your statutes."

Psalms 119:71